So I have a slight problem...
I'm getting very bored with FFXI. I just quit school and am working full time now. I don't have nearly as much time as I did when I was in college, and I'm very tired when I'm not working (never be a waiter!!!). Anyways, I'm only lvl 35 blm in this game, rank 5, and HAVE BEEN PLAYING SINCE RELEASE!!! It's not that I'm particularly bad at the game, I just always tried to do lots of random things in teh game that racked up a lot of time (I'm at almost 50 days now).
In game, I haven't played more the an hour a week in almost 2 months, mostly cuz of this job thing. I don't really know a lot of people in game anymore; most people I used to pt with are in their 70's now, or have quit. My friends in RL have quit or moved onto other games (WoW or Guild Wars BETA), and are bugging me to join them. And I know that FFXI is going to take a lot of time to finish (if you can finish an MMO :p). The problem is, the task of lvling up is starting to feel a bit daunting, the in-game economy is going to ****, and the people that I'm running into at my lvl for the few hours I've been playing lately have all been ***** (not naming any names here-no flame wars!). Not only that, but I hear the higher levels are a bit rough with all the HNM guilds being exclusive, having to find a static party (something I probably can't commit time to), and the thought of earning more and more gil to pay for crap just doesn't sound too appealing to me. My thoughts have been looking towards quitting.
I've always wanted to be able to say that I've beaten every FF game, and I'm making headway on the others quite nicely...but it would be a pity to have a mark on my record like not trying to finish XI. Plus I have a lot of time invested in this, and it seems to me that it would suck to have to start all over again at 0 in another game. So I am turning to my fellow community members here on the Bismarck board for advice. Should I keep playing, or let sleeping dogs lie. Is it still worth it to keep going? What reasons are there to pick up my wand and have at it again?
PLEASE...I don't want to quit, but I can't seem to find any good reasons to stay anymore. help me.